more desserts and digestive tea with C.
so much good is happening to me right now.
and it keeps me pondering if its really genuine.
my nerves are causing me the ultimate anguish.
i've emo-ed C for the umpteenth time this week,
i'm sorry. i just need time to get used to being this happy.

but after yesterday, i told myself this
"i deserve all the happiness i'm getting.
all these are real.
i can feel the happiness, taste it, smell it, see it."
sorry to all the girls and guys out there
but C is taken. ((:

girlfriends:
i do love this guy. i love C.
and i cant wait for you guys to meet him.
to see how perfect he is.
just like how i've seen you guys being so happy
with your loved ones too.

i know you're upset about whatever that happened
between you and her.
you dont have to say it and i can feel it.
and i know you havent gotten entirely over the fact
that you guys are apart now.
it is human to not get over things that quickly.
i understand.
you will say i'm a girl/woman afterall
but trust me, when i say i understand.
i'll give you time. all the time you need.
i've waited so long so waiting a little more
wouldnt make a difference to me anyway. (:

/you're beautiful to me in everyway.